Time check: 5:15am
I think im slightly imsomniatic

I kinda miss my online friends, I'm not sure why though
Looking back @ my old chatlogs, I was such a loser back then LOLOL
I mean, i obviously changed ALOT

Yet sometimes I just wanna relive those memories,
when life was really pointless, pretty much confused
but somehow, I was happier then.
it's so confuzzling since I'm so much better off now.

Maybe it's me, but I think screwing up your life alittle makes it 100000x more fun to live
When everything's what you hoped for, or if not slightly off, nothing surprises you anymore.
Sure, I'm happy. But what's the point, I'm not contented no more

I wonder if i did the right thing to erase them from my life,
Honestly, I miss everyone, so frickin' much

If we still kept in contact, would my life be mega screwed or better than what I have now?

goodnights4:43 AM